July 18, 2010
Sam and I are in counseling. We’ve met once with S.D. as a couple and we’ve both gone alone. I like the counselor. Hopefully she’ll find out our underlying issues and help us. Last night when we went to bed Sam said to me, “I feel like a part of us died a long time ago”. Things like that that he says to me, crush me. I know he doesn’t love me as he used to. He won’t tell me he loves me, he says I am more committed to fixing the marriage then he is. It breaks my heart and my self-esteem. I pray things turn around, I don’t like the alternative.
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