Showing posts with label hate. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hate. Show all posts

Tuesday, June 18, 2013

Journal Backtrack 2011

January 31, 2011

What do you do when your heart is broken into a million pieces?  In my case, have a mini-nervous breakdown between midnight and 2:30 a.m.  Sam has destroyed me.  I want to hate him, but I don’t.  I want to have the courage to do what is best for me, but I don’t.  I don’t know what is best for my kids anymore.  I hate being in this mess.